The Whisper of the Cocoa-Faced Angel

This pain is so heavy 

Finding comfort in fantasizing 

Dreams of death

Smiling

Visualizing 

Soaring from the George Washington Bridge 

Significant landmark of our first kiss 

Beautifully drowning 

Submerged sorrow

Cleansing my spirit 

I rise with the morning dew

Blue dreams of bliss 

Liberated

No longer haunted by demons in nightmares 

Unfettered from the torment of 

My ruptured heart

Every single memory of my life on Earth is erased as 

The Spirit welcomes me 

with open arms into the 

Gates of my Heaven

An endless garden 

Flowers flowers flowers flowers flowers 

Wild plum tulips 

Terra cotta roses 

Statuesque Sunflowers

Light foliage green grass

Vivid colors

Run lay read pray 

Laughter from the soul 

Pianos in the morning 

Pianos in the night 

Billie and Etta and Ella and Duke

Sound track of warm rainy days 

Proudly watching over my children

A swing set to fly high 

Fresh water lakes for bathing 

Every birds' song will have a unique name 

The Sun will be my best friend
I'll tell Him all of my secrets 

God will be everything 

And everything will be Love

Blue dreams of bliss 

Liberated 

No longer haunted by demons in nightmares 

I was resting in the daisy field

When a cocoa faced angel touched my heart 

She whispered a message into my ear

Looked into her hazel gray eyes

Already knew 

It was time

 To go back 

The work that I was created for 

had not yet come to fruition 

"You are healed" 

she whispered with the wind

"You're heart has been washed of all dole and rue

When you return

You shall lament no more" 

I opened my eyes 

Grateful for my dream 
Looked up to the clouds

To acknowledge the Source 
of my newfound strength 

Looked at my heart 
Could still see the 
reminiscence of pain 

but it began to beat with ease
In its rhythm was 
A new tune of

Clarity Direction Purpose 

and 

Peace