NOLA No. 1 and 3
New Orleans, LA
NP: Rihanna - Love on the Brain
I was here for seven days during the last week of 2015. Left the morning of Jan 1st. I didn't post anything that week. I needed to quiet the world. I was depressed but I didn't really know it until I got here today and started noticing so many wild and vivid colors that I didn't see last time. Be and I drove down the same roads that we did everyday last time and the teals and purples and pinks were like fireworks. They were blindingly beautiful. How had I not seen them last time?
When you're in the dark....
I don't want to be picked and put into a vase. I want to be free.
Let me be free.
I don't drink but sometimes I wish I had a vice that I could turn to. That's just the truth. But the reality is: no substance works for me. They only make the pain more intense. And the happiness cease to exist, even if I was happy prior to ...
Lots of people love me. But you know sometimes I still wonder who will love me and my ways that I find hard to control but still try my hardest. Who will it be?
Will it be?
"I don't blame you much for wanting to be free. I just wanted you to know." Nina
"I won't always be crying tears in the middle of the night. I won't always have to think about what I'm going to do. Because he's gonna be there for me. Oh yes he will. I won't always be feeing so blue."
Tell my baby I'm back in town.
When no one ain't around I think I think too much.
I just fade away.